Counting Down

One down. Three to go.
Easiest one out of the way.
Now it only gets harder.
Plus, tennis...isn't over.
I thought it would be over
after league finals.
turns out i was wrong.
very wrong. i still have
practice. but no games until
after APs? practice is still
going to tire me out, and
take away precious study time.
i doubt i'm even going to be
playing in the CIF games.
i'm most likely going to be an
alternate. i really want that
CIF ring though. :]
but...it's still strange.
I don't feel any pressure to
study right now. it doesn't
really feel like AP season...
compared to last year...
and i only had 1 AP last year.
is something wrong with me?
maybe there's just too much
stuff going on right now.
i wish i could just cut back on
some things, but it's impossible.
however, i just know im going
to feel extremely relieved once
all of this is over. i really should
focus on grades, and i'm going
to try my hardest to concentrate.

i shall continue to think about
all of this stuff later. for now...
ill have all my goals as my
motivation for getting through
all of this...

7 days and counting. :]